Interview with Author Mike Lopez

Happy Wednesday everyone. This week I want to say a big hello to fellow Author Mike Lopez. I had the pleasure of meeting Mike through one of the writing groups we belong to Queer Sacramento Authors Collective (QSac) find out more about the group here.

Without further ado let’s get to my interview with Mike Lopez.

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Welcome Mike. I’m so glad you were able to stop by. Now before we get started please tell everyone about yourself (something not in the bio):

I am a Gemini, raised the Hawaiian way, the baby of the family, traveled half the globe, am an INTJ, believes in the Native American way, enjoys being the Historian, breathes X-men comics, and relishes being creative.

I know you write Young Adult Novels (mainly girl power books) and poetry, what got you interested in these types of genres?

The reason I chose young adult novels (mainly girl power books) is from a children’s literature class I took in college in the late 80s. The teacher set up a two-day assignment up. “Think of a series where a boy/teen is the main character/protagonist.” It was an hour class, and we filled up the chalkboard. (Yes, boys and girls, I am dating myself talking about what we had to put up with in the olden days). Day two, it was the girl’s turn. We tried and tried and only came up with four. (My addition was Nancy Drew from the 60s). That was an AHA moment. That was the teacher’s point. “How is this fair? This is for your generation to figure out.” This stuck with me.

For poetry, it was discovering e. e. cummings, the rule breaker, that did it for me. I was fascinated with him. How could he do this? How is he published? Why did he do this? That last question really sent me on my journey. I researched the man. I read most of his poetry. I found my holy grail, the black sheep of poetry. Your art doesn’t have to fit in a box, follow the rules, or make sense. That was bold and daring. I wanted to be like him. I was inspired to try.

Regarding your Zoey Le Mar series, what can you tell us about the books and about the series? What can we expect to see in these books? What makes them special?

I lovingly refer my books as the Girls of the Traveling Pants adventure in the Harry Potter realm. The specialness is that smart, sassy, multicultural girls are the main characters and deal with the unsuspected reality of magic, mayhem, and monsters. They are female heroines upfront and center, role models if you may. Ready or not, they are tried and tested. They have to figure it out, fight, stay alive, and get back home, relying on themselves and each other. It is gritty and edgy. Their plans work and fail. It is trial and error. The consequences are grave and deadly. It is truly about girl power.

Staying with the Zoey La Mar series a moment, what are your plans for the series? How many books do you have planned for the series? When you think about the series, where would you like to see it go; a TV Series, a movie franchise, or something else?

The plan for the Zoey Le Mar series is to eventually do five books. One for each of the girl’s ethnic heritages and the last one to be a great conclusion to all the magic, mayhem, and monsters. I would love to see it go to a cartoon movie series since I would love to have all the magical effects be main stage and not be cut out or cheap. That is hope one. For hope two, I would love for Peter Jackson to do it like he did for Lord of the Rings. No, I haven’t thought about this at all. LOL!

You also write poetry, which I’ve had a chance to read some, where do you find your voice to write such amazing prose?

I had a hard time expressing my feelings out loud. I internalized them, bottled them up. After a lesson in literature class my freshman year of high school, that teacher suggested that I write. In the early 80s, this was huge. I had an outlet. I channeled my pent up emotional upheaval into prose. Poetry became my diary. Later on in college and beyond, I used writing as therapy, getting it out of my system or to remember a great memory. The energy needed to go somewhere productive and constructive. My voice is the passion that I bring to most of my life. I need to be bold and authentic. Also, I keep these quotes from Eleanor Roosevelt around to push and remind me, “Well behaved women rarely make history,” and “Speak your mind even though your voice shakes.” For me, this means to share my gift even if I am not noticed. I stand up. I make the effort. I do this for me; everyone else is bonus.

When, you’re not writing, I understand you are a teacher, how has teaching affected your writing? Do you find that you are able to pull real life experiences from your students and incorporate them in your stories?

For the children’s book series, I have pulled a lot from my students over the years. My characters come for an amalgam of several student’s personalities, quirks, and mannerisms. Then, of course, I also use the great and invaluable out-of-the-mouth-of-babes nuggets that they say. With the first book, I let some of my students read brief chapters and give me feedback. I listened and tried to do as much as they suggested since they are my audience. I put in dedications for my inspirations and freelancing helpers.

What is something you want readers of your works to take away from your stories? Do you have a message you want them to take away?

With the children’s book series, each book has its individual theme about a character’s heritage. Book one brings the magical and monsters of merry old England. Book two contains atrocities done to Native Americans and their unrest. Books three has an old Chinese myth come to life as well as the New World. These books also included lessons on family relationships, friendship, keeping a secret identity, lying, making hard choices, and fighting for the greater good. The quotes on the cover hint to a theme or lesson. It is really typical preteen and teenage angst. LOL!

From the poetry, it is sharing what I have seen and experienced. How I reacted, dealt, pondered, lived with, and healed from my experiences. It is raw, powerful, humorous, beautiful, and sad. It is love and loss. It is yin and yang. It is life in all its glorious malevolence.

Finally, what do you have coming next? What’s up for Mike Lopez and his writing?

I am trying to finish a third book of poetry. Once I complete that, I will either do a gay amateur detective story or have a go at a gay sci-fi story. 

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Well, that was my interview with author and poet Mike Lopez. A big shout of thanks to Mike for taking the time to join us today. If you have questions for Mike please leave them in the comments and he’ll respond. Check out Mike’s books and don’t forget to find him on social media and keep up to date with everything he’s up to. Until next time I hope you stay safe and have a great week.

About Mike Lopez:

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Author Michael Lopez grew up as an Air Force brat and later became an elementary school teacher. Now he taps in those experiences in the first of a planned series of books which puts smart and sassy girls as forefront heroes. Michael drew from his many experiences growing up and teaching to come up with his characters and plot ideas. 

Starting him on this journey, Michael recalled an experience from a college children's literature class that sparked this girl power idea. He was later reminded of that when his students requested more contemporary reading material with girls as main characters. 

Also, Michael Lopez pens romance, heartache, life-lessons, and humor in a pair of raw books of gripping poetry. 

Where to contact Mike Lopez:

 Email Mike here: alldarron@hotmail.com

His website is here.

Find him on Facebook here.

Find his books here.

Virtual Book Reading

Hello Scribblers and a happy Wednesday to you all. This week, well this last weekend, in case you haven’t heard yet, I was part of a virtual book reading with one of the writers’ groups I belong to; the Bay Area Queer Writers Association (BAQWA). There were six of us reading from our various works. We had a blast.

There was a little something for everyone. We had readings from romance, fantasy, vampires, and even an essay about South Africa. The reading, and our readers were quite the mix.  If you missed it check it out by clicking here.

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To learn more about BAQWA and our group of authors click here.

For the virtual book reading I read from my debut novel The Calling. If you would like to view the reading (which I would love) check it out below.

Don’t forget I have several books out right now, not just The Calling. You can find all my works here.

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That’s it for this week, I’m keeping it nice and short. Next week I’m having another amazing guest author here for chat so keep an eye open for that. Check out the reading and learn more about the amazing authors from BAQWA and their works. Is there something you would like me to read from for my next book reading? The Calling was requested by a fan, so if there is a book of mine you’d like me to read from let me know in the comments below. Until next time, please stay safe, wear a mask, support each other, and practice social distancing.

Interview with Author Glenn Quigley

Happy Wednesday everyone this week I want to say a big hello to fellow NineStar Press Author Glenn Quigley who hails all the way from Northern Ireland. As many of you may remember I had Glen on a while ago to talk about his amazing novels the Moth and Moon and the sequel The Lion Lies Waiting, both are fantastic reads find the interview here and pick up the books here.

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Welcome back Glenn. It’s been way to long since we’ve had a nice sit down. Now before we get started please tell everyone about yourself (something not in the bio):

After years of thinking about it but never doing it, I was in the middle of finally learning how to swim when the lockdown happened. So as soon as I can, I’m getting back into a pool and hoping I can remember how to float. 

What have you been doing since the last time you were here?

I’ve finally given in and bought myself an easel for my charcoal drawing and you know what? It’s great. I should have bought one years ago. I held off because I thought it would take up too much room but its fine and makes me feel like a proper artist. Next up, a beret.

I’ve written book three in my Moth and Moon series and I’ve started book four, which is going to be a prequel. So I guess that makes it book zero?

Last time you were here, I mentioned that you were not only a writer but also an artist. Tell us about your art?  When did you start drawing? What was your inspiration? Do you only do graphic design?

I’ve been drawing since I was a very young child. I’m a comicbook fan and my school books were filled with doodles of my own superhero characters. (And eyes. Everyone drew eyes, right?)

My mother is an artist and taught me a lot about painting and encouraged me to pursue art (and writing). We took some art classes together in the local library, too, which led to me having work displayed in the National Gallery in Ireland. I tend to bounce around with different mediums. Currently, it’s charcoal, which I hadn’t used since I was a teenager. I really love it, especially for portraits. My graphic design work these days tends to be mainly t-shirt design for The Moody Bear find them here and I’m currently working on a whole new range in a whole new style, so watch this space. 

Do you do contract art? Say if someone wanted to have you draw their characters from one of their books?

I actually did do some bespoke art for a novelist. I ran a Twitter competition where the prize was to have a character drawn. The winner was Kristin Noone and she chose Oliver from her novel A Prophecy for Two. It was a fun experience and I’d definitely do it again. I take commissions so maybe I should think about reaching out to authors.

Okay, tell us about your writing I know you have your two amazing books out right now, so what’s coming up next? Sequels? New stories? What?

The next book is the third in the series that began with The Moth and Moon and it sees someone getting shipwrecked on the island and revealing some shocking news that sends burly fisherman Robin Shipp on a perilous journey alone across the ocean. I can’t reveal any more at the moment, but it’s the biggest book I’ve written so far and I’m excited to get it out there.

All of your books are more or less historical fantasy, have you thought about a different genre? What genre would you love to write, but you haven’t gotten around to writing in it yet? Or does the idea intimidate you too much? 

I’m a huge sci-fi fan so I think that will be my next genre. I actually had an idea the other night for a story that I’ve been fleshing out. It’s quite an intimidating genre to jump into but I think it could be fun. I think the trick it to tell myself that no one else ever has to read it, so that way I can just relax and get into it.

Last question, what is the one thing you would love readers of you books to be left with? What message do you hope readers will walk with?

I hope that people are left with a sense of what the world could be like if we abandon our prejudices. I hope it makes them see the world a little more kindly.

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Thank you Glenn for coming over and chatting with us today. Check out Glenn’s amazing artwork and don’t forget to read his books. Also find Glenn on social media and keep up to date with everything he is up to. Until next time I hope you stay safe and have a great week. 

About Glenn Quigley:

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Glenn Quigley is a graphic designer originally from Dublin and now living in Lisburn, Northern Ireland. He creates bear designs for The Moody Bear (click here). He has been interested in writing since he was a child, as essay writing was the one and only thing he was ever any good at in school. When not writing or designing, he enjoys photography and watercolor painting.

Where to contact Glenn Quigley:

Find him on Twitter here.

Reach him on Facebook here.

Check out his website here.


Where to buy Glenn’s books:

Find them on Amazon here.

Get your copy from Ninestar Press here.

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My Thoughts on Hamilton: An American Musical

Hello Scribblers. Happy Wednesday. This week I thought I would focus on something a little more in my lane, so to speak. I decided to share my thoughts on Hamilton: An American Musical (Eric and I watched it this weekend). Let’s get started shall we:

I enjoyed it. The musical was well acted and the singing was excellent. The End.

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Now that we got that out of the way, and those that aren’t interested in my opinion have moved on I can continue.  If you are still reading this, then you might be a tiny bit interested in what more I have to say about Hamilton. Here we go:

Typically, I try not to buy into all the hype. When Hamilton came on the scene and everyone was clamoring about this amazing new musical. I held my breath. Tickets were selling out in minutes, you couldn’t get in for months on end, tickets were being sold by scalpers for more than a car, etc. I was worried. Don’t get me wrong I wanted to see it, I was hoping to catch it on tour, but tickets, as stated, were almost impossible to get.  So we waited. And waited. And waited.

Finally, six years later, one pandemic, and paying for Disney+ we got to see it.  Yay!

Okay, wait, before I go any further I want to say a few things.  One, I’ve acted live on stage. Two, I’ve worked for a Theater. Three, I’ve worked on musicals. Four, I’ve seen musicals on Broadway. Five, I’ve been on TV before. Six, I’ve been going to the theater since I was a kid. This is where I’m coming from and I have one more thing to add. Theater, acting, and musicals are not easy. They are hard in fact. Which is why I no longer do it…well that and being told by a Director that I would never be cast for anything more than a sidekick or as a minor character for a walk on role.

As I mentioned I enjoyed Hamilton, the acting was great, the singing was…  wow, and the story was well crafted and told. A musical biography cannot be easy to create, yet here it is.

However, for me, it fell flat. It started off slow with a lot of exposition. There was no stand out song or musical number, well, I guess you could say, My Shot, was meant to be the stand out and I loved the sound, but it didn’t have that staying power I was hoping for. In fact, writing this I had to check the album to ensure that I had the song and the name of the song correct. Despite My Shot, being the second song written for the musical, I was hoping for it to be more. Even Alexander Hamilton (the first song written), the opening song, was good, but again the song didn’t catch me or draw me in.

That wasn’t my only issue with the musical. The staging was good, not great, given how powerful the story was, there was so much more they could have done. When staging is done well it can transport you. This didn’t do it for me. I’ve seen shows with minimal staging and sets; Rent and Our Town come to mind, they did excellent jobs and I felt like I was there as they transported me to their worlds in their musicals. Hamilton didn’t do that for me, I will say, that what they did do and how they used the stage was impressive.

Additionally, the meaning of the musical, to me, feels like it was written with a political message in mind, which is fine, but at times it seemed heavy handed. This is a historical musical written about actual people from history, so the message, the politics, I believe, are already there and should have been natural, however Hamilton took every opportunity to remind the audience of what it wanted you to take away, they even stopped to break the fourth wall to ensure the audience did in fact get what they wanted you to get. 

The message; I appreciate everything that Lin-Manuel Miranda tried to do with this musical, however, he was selective on what he wrote about Alexander Hamilton, especially when it came to slavery and Native Americans. In general, our history has been whitewashed and we are typically only taught the rosy pretty parts of American History, however, American History is anything but rosy. Our history, much like the rest of the world’s history (after all we are not the only ones in history to do terrible things to our fellow humans), is messy. Awful atrocities have been committed to give us the world we have (good and bad). I was actually hopping for Hamilton to really hit this message hard and to not shy away from some of these lesser known and darker parts of history, but it didn’t. Yes, they did do a few brief mentions, but nothing more then a nod and moved on. Which was a bummer.

The cast, okay, here me out…

I loved the cast and everything about them was incredible. I couldn’t have been happier with the actors… I bet you thought I was going to say something less then flattering…nope. I loved the casting. Personally, my favorite was Jonathan Groff as King George, every time he was on stage I knew we were going to be in for a treat.  I also loved Lin-Manuel Miranda as Alexander Hamilton and Daveed Diggs as both Maarquis de Lafayette and Thomas Jefferson. Honestly the whole cast was fantastic and I don’t have anything bad to say about them.

In summary, I could never do what creator Lin-Manuel Miranda did. It amazes me what he has given, and continues to give, our world. The music, the story, the characters, the tongue and cheek nods and winks to the audience, it was all brilliant. I just wanted more, I wanted Hamilton to live up to all the hype, and for me, sadly, it didn’t.

All that said, feel free to leave your thoughts and comments below. So, these are my thoughts on Hamilton. Do you agree? Do you have different thoughts? Did I miss something? Please let me know. Until next time, please stay safe, wear a mask, support each other, and practice social distancing.

Interview with Liz Faraim

Happy Wednesday Scribblers. Today it is my great pleasure to share with you new author Liz Faraim. Liz was recently pickup by NineStar Press (learn more about Ninestar press here) and will have her debut novel coming out latter this year entitled, Canopy. Without further ado, let’s get to know Liz and learn more about her upcoming novel.

Welcome Liz, I’m so glad to have you here on my blog.  Your bio is below for folks to read, so why don’t you tell us what’s not in the bio, by way of an introduction. 

Thank you so much for having me on your blog, and hello to the Scribblers out there. Hm, something about me that is not in my bio… I was born on Long Island, New York but did most of my growing up in the Sacramento Valley of California. I am an Analyst by trade and am very organized and methodical in that work, but when it comes to writing I am a full blown pantser and I do not plan out my manuscripts at all. I just sit down and start writing, and am just as surprised as the rest of you about what happens in the story.

Tell us about your debute novel and the series to which it has spawned? 

Canopy is about a woman who is re-entering civilian life after a stretch in the military. She has a full plate between going to college, starting a new relationship, and working as a bartender. Just when she starts to get into a good groove, she walks up on a vicious crime taking place and her whole life goes sideways. 

From the beginning I knew the story would lead to a three-book series because the protagonist, Vivian, had a lot to deal with and many adventures to share with the reader that simply could not fit into one novel.

What can you share with us about the protagonist? The antagonist?

The protagonist, Vivian, feels best when she has routine in her life. She likes to keep things simple, but simple is not in the cards for her.

The story has two antagonists, including Crystal who is a physical threat to Vivian, and also Vivian’s girlfriend, Ang, who is a bit of a rotten apple and presents an emotional threat.

What inspired you to write this story?

Inspiration for the Vivian Chastain series came from a collection of experiences and ideas that I gathered over several years. I knew I wanted to put it all into a story, so the fun part was untangling everything and turning it into something readable.

I was inspired by the early works of Michelle Tea to write the story in a first-person perspective. I have always felt so much more immersed in her stories because of the perspective, and I wanted my readers to experience that same level of immersion.

What have you enjoyed the most about the writing process?

I know this is not so much about the “process”, but my favorite part about writing has been meeting other writers. I discovered a vibrant and generous group of local authors who have been incredibly supportive. They welcomed me in as a fledgling, and I hope to be able to pay it forward someday.

Like many writers, I know you have a day job. How has your day job affected your writing? Or has it?

My day job cuts significantly in to how much and when I can write. There are plenty of days when I wake up inspired to write, but have to head in to the office instead. I do most of my writing on the weekends, or during the night when I have insomnia. On the weekends I wind up having to choose between spending time with friends and family, or writing. It is a hard balance. On the flip side, a previous day job gave me the inspiration for my current work in progress.

When you’re not writing, what do you like to do?

I like to play games with my son or explore the many nature areas near my home.

What can we see coming from you next?

My current work in progress is a novel titled Pinned, which focuses on main character Miranda “Randy” Cox. I’d categorize it somewhere between mystery, LGBTQ, and contemporary, with a dash of romance. 

Thank you so much for stoping by Liz. It’s great to have you here and personally I can’t wait to read your debut novel, it sounds like it should be a good read. Well, my lovely Scribblers that is all I have for you this week. Do you have questions for Liz, leave them below and I’ll make sure she swings back to answer them. Until next time I hope you stay safe and have a great week.

About Canopy:

What do you do if you just want a simple, peaceful life? If you are Army veteran Vivian Chastain, you end up with a stalker, and fall in love with a narcissist. What could possibly go wrong? Canopy follows Vivian on her journey through both physical and emotional turmoil that threaten to break her down completely. But Vivian’s cunningness and ferocity serve her well as she tries to regain some tranquillity and stability.

About Liz Faraim:

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Liz Faraim is a recovering workaholic who has mastered multi-tasking, including balancing a day job, solo parenting, writing, and finding some semblance of a social life.  In past lives she has been a soldier, a bartender, a shoe salesperson, an assistant museum curator, and even a driving instructor. 

Liz writes contemporary fiction that highlights queer characters and often includes complex polyamorous relationships. Her writing has a hefty dose of soul searching and emotional turmoil while also taking the reader on fun adventures. She loves spending time in nature and does her best to share nature with her readers.

Where to Find Liz Faraim:

Find Liz on Facebook here.

Find Liz’s website here.

Find Liz on Twitter here.

Email Liz here: liz.faraim@gmail.com

Pandemic; what have we learned?

Hello Scribblers. I hope you are all staying safe and doing well this week.  As you can see, hopefully, I’ve been getting back into my blogging. This whole year, 2020, has been crazy and most days I feel lost and confused. So much is happening around us that it’s not easy to know where to look and what to focus on.

Today, however, I wanted to focus on a topic that I think we can agree has absorbed our society and our world since March (even before then for some areas of the planet) I want to talk about the pandemic. And ask the question; what have we learned?  I’m not a doctor and I’m not a scientist. I’m an author and I have a day job working in the nonprofit sector. What I’m getting at is I’m no expert and I have no real answers, only questions. Take what I say with a grain of salt and do your own research if you chose.

When this pandemic started everyone said it was unprecedented, that nothing like this has every happened before. But, of course, anyone who knows history will know that this has happened before, 1918 – 1919, The Spanish Flu. Here is what the CDC has to say about The Spanish Flu:

The 1918 influenza pandemic was the most severe pandemic in recent history. It was caused by an H1N1 virus with genes of avian origin. Although there is not universal consensus regarding where the virus originated, it spread worldwide during 1918-1919.  In the United States, it was first identified in military personnel in spring 1918. It is estimated that about 500 million people or one-third of the world’s population became infected with this virus. The number of deaths was estimated to be at least 50 million worldwide with about 675,000 occurring in the United States.

Mortality was high in people younger than 5 years old, 20-40 years old, and 65 years and older. The high mortality in healthy people, including those in the 20-40 year age group, was a unique feature of this pandemic. While the 1918 H1N1 virus has been synthesized and evaluated, the properties that made it so devastating are not well understood. With no vaccine to protect against influenza infection and no antibiotics to treat secondary bacterial infections that can be associated with influenza infections, control efforts worldwide were limited to non-pharmaceutical interventions such as isolation, quarantine, good personal hygiene, use of disinfectants, and limitations of public gatherings, which were applied unevenly.

Learn more about the Spanish Flu here and here.

Granted much has changed over the last 100 years, however, what hasn’t changed is our attitudes. Just like in 1918-1919 people got tired of staying home, they demanded business to open, people went back to work, people went to sporting events, had parades, and celebrated various holidays in mass.

Does any of this sound familiar?

Unfortunately, this attitude is what caused the second, third, and fourth wave of the illness and more people died.

Here we are repeating history, in one of the worst possible ways.

What are we doing?

As I write this, the United Sates has confirmed 2,149,745 cases and we are reporting 117,163 deaths. It’s been four months, which if my math is correct is 29,290 deaths a month (and we are currently only half way through June). If we compare this to the Spanish Flu of 1918-1919 there were 28,125 deaths a month (for a twenty-four month period). Again, if my math is correct we have about 1,165 more deaths a month then the Spanish Flu. At this rate we are on target to have 702,960 deaths for the same twenty-four month time frame. We are out pacing the 1918 Spanish Flu.

Of course there are a lot of events that can change in the coming months, especially given the current political climate and the protests.

What have we learned?

I’m not sure. I don’t know what the best solutions are either. Sadly, while all this is happening, we are in an economic crisis caused by the pandemic and political upheaval because of the murder of several African Americans due to police brutality. These are difficult times and we are being asked to make difficult choices. I don’t have answers, only questions.

To me it feels as if we, as a society, are peeking over a precipice and I’m not sure what is going to happen next. I see history repeating itself in so many ways and I’m worried.

All I know for sure is that we need to take care of ourselves, and each other. We need to uplift each other and be kind. What we are facing may be unprecedented in our time but it’s not new to us. We will pull through, what our world looks like when all is said and done I have no idea. So, until next time, please stay safe, wear a mask (if not for you then for those around you), support each other, and practice social distancing.

Interview with author J. P. Jackson

Happy Wednesday Scribblers. It’s been a devastating couple of weeks (filled with pain, anger, and hope for change). My hope is that you are taking care of yourselves. In an effort to promote positivity and to give us a short break this week I pleased to bring back fellow author and amazing friend J. P. Jackson on my Scribbles page to talk with us about what he’s been up to since the last time we chatted (you can view his last interview here) and to share some amazing news about his new audio book.

Before we jump into our conversation tell us about yourself and your writing.

That’s always such a daunting task. Who am I? I’m a 50 year old gay man, on the bearish side, married to a fantastic man for the past 22 years. I’m also Canadian (sorry), and among the many other things I can classify myself as, I have to own up to the fact that I’m a writer.

(Gasp!)

That’s always so hard for me to own.

When I do sit down and write there are a few elements that are essential.

  1. There has to be some kind of paranormal or magical element. I love urban fantasy, I love ghosts and demons and the things that go bump in the night. I guarantee every single one of my books or short stories is going to involve something fantastical.

  2. My main characters will always be LGBTQ+. Usually I write about gay men. I have an affinity for the bearish men, and for red heads, and you’ll find them predominant in my tales, but I’ve included a little bit of everybody.

  3. I typically write in the here and now. As much as I love futuristic Sci-Fi and historical Fantasy, it’s just not my jam to write, plus I don’t think I have the skills to do those genre properly.

So, there you go. Gay, bearish, magical, things with wings and tails. That’s pretty much me and what you’ll get from my stories.

What have you been up to since the last time I had you over for a sit down?

Oh goodness. Let’s see. I wrote another book, not related to either the Books of the Apocalypse or the Inner Demon series. I know my readers are hating me right now because of that. But this story just wouldn’t leave me alone.

The book is called Summoned, and it’s about Devid Khandelwal. He’s a first generation born Canadian of East Indian descent and he has a deep fascination for all things occult. But as much as he has studied and practiced runes and tarot and spirit summonings, nothing has ever happened to him that might be considered supernatural. He’s about to give it all up, but tries one last spell. Dev purchases a summoning board that grants desires and he ropes his best friend, Cameron Habersham, into performing the ritual with him.

Nothing happens, and Dev is crushed.

But then…

The desires they wished for start coming true.

Dev and Cam are plunged into the Shadow Realm and all hell breaks loose. The two find themselves in the middle of an all-male coven, who capture and victimize Fae, and who are in a generations long feud with the local werewolf pack.

Needless to say, Dev begins to regret his involvement in the occult and the old saying “be careful what you wish for”, is suddenly a very real consideration.

That book got signed to contract with NineStar Press and should be out later this year, or early 2021.

Then I also had Magic or Die made into an Audiobook and that released last month. So far the sales are doing pretty well – the narrator was fantastic – and I had a video book trailer made to advertise the release of the audiobook, and did a week long Facebook blitz too.

I know you and I have chatted several times about writing; more specifically writing Queer Novels that aren’t romance, care to share some of your thoughts on the subject? What have your learned? What do readers need to understand about writing non romance LGBTQIA+ books, that they might not fully understand now (don’t be preachy here, keep it conversational).

This is something that STILL drives me insane.

So, for anyone reading – LGBTQ+ Fiction DOES NOT HAVE TO HAVE SEX IN IT TO MAKE IT QUEER FICTION.

Repeat that for me. Say it louder for the folks in the back.

Simply having your characters identify within the queer community is enough. The story may not revolve around relationships or sex in any way shape or form. I think the content of any story is dictated by the motivations of the character, and the situation they find themselves in. In my first book, Daimonion, the world has just started the beginning of the Apocalypse. It’s not exactly the right moment for sexy fun. In Magic or Die, there is the beginning of a relationship between one of the adult ‘students’ of the Center for Magical Research and Development, and the ‘teacher’ or ‘coach’ of the group. But the two involved talk about how inappropriate it is to act on their attraction for each other. I mean they eventually throw all caution out the window, but that has ramifications. Either way, neither of these two books have any content that I would consider to be sex. Sexual tension? Sure. Off page sex references? Absolutely – but that’s what the story demanded.

Now, Summoned, that’s a bit of a different beast. The world of Male Witches in this tale is hyper sexualized, and so there is graphic sex depicted in the novel.

I didn’t really want to go down that route – I didn’t want to be another M/M Romance author. But at the same time, I was curious to see if this kind of story would sell better than the first two. So, as much as writing Summoned stretched my comfort zones and my writing skills (writing sex isn’t easy, and writing good and accurate sex scenes is even harder (all the puns intended)), it’s also an experiment to see what sells.

I have to ask, so this new book, Summoned, is an experiment for you and your writing, does this mean if you sell more of the romance story then the Urban Fantasy that you are going to move into the romance field and give up Urban Fantasy? Will J.P. Jackson become the next Nora Roberts or Nicholas Sparks?

HAHAHAHA!

OMG if only - Nora Roberts.

So here's the fun thing - I started out with Summoned trying to write an M/M Paranormal Romance - and to be honest, I think it ended up being a sexy Urban Fantasy story that has graphic sex. I'm not sure I would call it a Romance in any way. Others may disagree.

But, if it is successful - more than the other books, will I start writing more stories like this?

Probably not.

Books of the Apocalypse have three books planned out - it's a trilogy. I have no desire to include sex in any of them

Inner Demons series has five books planned - and James and Isaiah will continue their relationship throughout the series, but will we get to see them get down and dirty? Probably not - it's not what this set of books are about.

Magus Malefica series - the book that Summoned is from - could have as many as thirteen books, each stand-alone, with repeating characters from the other stories. This series will have sex.

Other books? Probably not. Maybe? But will sex and romance be the only thing I write?  No.

I think it will depend on the story.

What was is like working on creating an audio book for Magic or Die?

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The process was really interesting.

I have to say, I feel very fortunate that my publishing house is able and willing to assist its authors in getting their books formatted into an audiobook. I can’t imagine trying to do this on my own.

It has been two years since Magic or Die was published, so I had to go back and re-examine my work and that alone was an intellectual exercise. I had to create some documents that would give potential narrators a feel for the characters in the book. Who they were, what they looked like, and how I felt their voice might be portrayed. All of this work made me reevaluate the writing and my characters, and I was often surprised at my writing. After a two year break from the storyline, I had forgotten a lot of details. It was fun to go back and visit this project.

After this step was completed, I had to put together a quick script. A scene that had a good selection of characters speaking so that potential narrators had something to work from, and could audition with.

Then, the script and character sheets were posted (again, thanks to NineStar), and we waited for narrators to audition. I was fortunate that I had a couple who were interested. After listening to their reads of the script I had prepared, there was one that clearly felt ‘right’. Robbie Molinari’s (find Robbie here) voices and tone were perfect.

Robbie was then sent the offer to produce the book. He sent a sample back, reading the first few chapters. The content was fantastic.

When he was done narrating the book, I sat down with my own book in hand, and listened to Robbie as he narrated Magic or Die, following along in my book. If I came across a mistake, it was noted. Mistakes were sent off to him, they were corrected and then the entire book was uploaded to the Audible website.

One month later – 43 downloads! WOOHOO!

Now, I also know, you were busy creating a book trailer as well. Tell us about that process?

I thought it might be a good idea to advertise the release of the audiobook, as no one would even know about it otherwise. So I contacted Baz Collins (learn more about Baz and Akwekon Media here) – a fellow author from NineStar – and a media whiz, and asked him if he could create a video book trailer. He had done some in the past which I thought were stunning.

Baz and I worked together. I sent him the same character tip sheet that I sent off to the Narrator, along with a couple lines about the plot of the book, something that would ‘hook’ the readers, or make the project sound really interesting.

From there, Baz found stock images for the various characters, overlaid a number of effects with a perfectly paired soundtrack, and from all that work, he created a fantastic trailer!

Click here for the link – go watch – Baz did an incredible job.

Tell me, if there was one thing you would like readers to take away about your writing, what would it be?

Being Urban Fantasy, the stories are meant to be fantastical. To make the unreal, real. So I would hope that readers get lost in the stories and immersed in a world full of magic and possibilities.

But each book has its own theme or dilemma. So there’ll be lessons in each book, or takeaways, or things that I hope will make readers ponder and question. For instance, Magic or Die is about dealing with your own Inner Demons, and in fact, that’s the name of the series. Perhaps readers will self examine their own monsters and come to terms with them

The last thing I want, is for members of the LGBTQ+ community to have stories where they can see themselves being the hero. So often, we’ve had to fight, and fight hard in order to have the same things as our heterosexual friends and family. It’s nice to see ourselves depicted in fiction in positive ways.

Lastly, I want others who are not part of the LGBTQ+ community to see that we can be the heroes too. Members of our community are strong, smart, capable, reliable, clever, resilient, and creative. We are just as capable of fighting off the monster, defeating the villain and overcoming our own faults to be a character to look up to and strive to be.

How are your Demons treating you? What about your African Violets?

My demons are always tormenting me. They do it for fun. Sometimes they come for snuggles and pets, other times it’s to claw, bite, and scratch. They are unusual beasties, but I love them.

The violets are great right now! I have about 200 seedlings slowly growing, and a couple of seed pods ripening on some plants. New violets are on the way!

What else do you have coming up? What are you working on?

I’m really focusing on finishing the second book of the Inner Demons series – that’s the next book after Magic or Die.  It’s called Blood and Sacrifice and it’s all about dealing with James’ sister, Shauna and her use of Blood Magic. There are ghosts, zombies, vampires, siphons, and a whole new brand of magic that has a Voudon feel to it.

Then I have a couple of short stories I need to write – ideas that have come to me.

And then it’s time to start cracking down on Nephilim – Book Two of the Apocalypse. I’m equally terrified and excited to be continuing this project, and it’s long overdue.

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I want to extend a big thanks to J.P. Jackson for stopping by and chatting with us today. if you like it a little creepy and dark then I absolutely recommend that you go out and pick up a copy of Magic or Die and listen to chilling tale. Until next time I hope you stay safe and have a great week.

Find the Book trailer:

Click here to view the trailer for Magic or Die

Magic or Die Details:

James Martin is a teacher, a powerful Psychic, and an alcoholic. He used to work for the Center for Magical Research and Development, a facility that houses people who can’t control their supernatural abilities, but left after one of his students was killed, turning to vodka to soothe his emotional pain. The problem is he still has one year left on his contract. When James returns to the CMRD to fulfill the rest of his contract, he finds himself confronting the demons of his past and attempting to protect his new class from a possible death sentence, because if they don’t pass their final exams, they’ll be euthanized. James also discovers that his class isn’t bringing in enough sponsors, the agencies and world governments who supply grants and ultimately purchase graduates of the CMRD, and that means no profit for the facility. James and his students face impossible odds—measure up to the facility’s unreachable standards or escape.

Find the audiobook here.

Find the ebook and paperback here.

About J.P. Jackson

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J.P. Jackson works as an IT analyst in health care during the day, where if cornered he’d confess to casting spells to ensure clinicians actually use the electronic medical charting system he configures and implements.

At night however, the writing happens, where demons, witches and shape shifters congregate around the kitchen table and general chaos ensues. The insurance company refuses to accept any more claims of ‘acts of the un-god’, and his husband of almost 20 years has very firmly put his foot down on any further wraith summoning’s in the basement. And apparently imps aren’t house-trainable. Occasionally the odd ghost or member of the Fae community stops in for a glass of wine and stories are exchanged. Although the husband doesn’t know it, the two Chihuahuas are in cahoots with the spell casting.

J.P.’s other hobbies include hybridizing African Violets (thanks to grandma), extensive travelling and believe it or not, knitting.

Where to find J.P. Jackson

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NineStar Press find him here.

The 10 Best Covers of 2020 (So Far) by Thao Nguyen

Hello Scribblers. I can’t believe we are still in the midst of the COVID-19 Pandemic. It has been a crazy couple of months. My family and me have been under a shelter in place order since March 17, and despite the fact that my state (California) has been slowly reopening, where I live, in Santa Clara County, the order still stands with no definitive end date in sight. Personally I’m hoping for June 1, 2020, but honestly I have no clue.

As you can see my blog has been quiet since April 15th, which says a lot for how little has been actually going on here on my end. Well that’s not completely true. I’ve been working my day job (from home), working on two new writing projects, and I continue on with my local writing group. So, I’ve been busy-ish.

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A few weeks back, I was contacted by Desiree Villena over at Reedsy about one of their folks providing a guest blog post, for those of you not familiar with Reedsy check them out here. She pitched an idea about doing their take on the 10 Best Covers of 2020 (So Far). I loved the idea, and today I’m thrilled to share the blog post from Thao Nguyen: 

2020 has been an unexpected year. The global pandemic has put everything on hold, and it feels like most of us are sitting at home, waiting for some positive development. But as writers and readers will tell you, the publishing industry has far from come to a halt.

All this extra time actually means more availability to enjoy or even publish their own books. Indeed, the first half of 2020 has welcomed an array of new titles into our (virtual) bookshops. And what greater way to find inspiration than to appreciate the creativity and hard work of other authors and designers? As a silver lining in this strange time, here are the ten best book covers released so far this year. Enjoy!

1. The City We Became by N. K. Jemisin

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This jacket does everything a cover is supposed to do: it grabs your attention and sets the tone for the whole novel. And then of course, it’s just a wonder to look at. Among the cover design trends of recent years is a nostalgic nod to 90s movie posters — demonstrated here by the bold yellow font and the anaglyph 3D effect that pops out from the grimy background.

This image almost vibrates with energy, perfectly setting the stage for the adventure that lies within, that of five individuals who each carry a different part of the soul of New York and are forced to come together to protect this city from a sinister spirit.

 

2. Interior Chinatown by Charles Yu 

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Continuing with the bold trend we’ve got Interior Chinatown — a story of a minor Asian actor wading through the typecasting swamp of Hollywood.

This book cover ticks all the boxes of fantastic design. Firstly, there’s the two-tone color scheme which quickly draws the eye. The red-yellow palette immediately evokes stereotypical perceptions of Asian cultural identity — an idea that is meaningful to the story. Which takes us to the second point: the cover leaves simple but effective indications as to what the story entails. The camera, the mighty gate, and the foot — expect some kung fu, some movie sets, and most of all, some stereotypes that are about to be shattered. 

 

3. Afterlife by Julia Alvarez

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Julia Alvarez’s books have always been well-designed, and this year’s Afterlife is no exception. It follows four Dominican-American sisters, who, despite having migrated to the U.S. long ago, still haven’t found their identities. The cover illustration alludes to this theme simply yet delicately. With bold strokes and basic hues, the artist brings to life a pensive profile lost in the many layers — the many leaves — of her identity. In a thoughtful touch, the title and author’s name weave into the illustration, making it as much a part of the story as the text itself. Obscuring the author’s name was once taboo on book covers, but it seems to be a trend to look out for in the coming years. 

 

4. Mazes of Power by Juliette Wade

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This vertigo-inducing cover seemingly pulls the reader through its many doors and deeper and deeper into its world. While it is simply designed with few colors, basic shapes, and silhouettes, this cover hypnotically draws readers in. Which is exactly what happens with the story inside: Mazes of Power takes readers to a netherworld, a land literally under the earth, where human society functions in a completely alien way. A young nobleman is drawn deeper into the nucleus of this odd social structure, encountering sinister faces as he tries to grapple with the power plays that uphold this society.

 

5. All Adults Here by Emma Straub 

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Speaking of simplicity (are you spotting the trend?), it’s hard not to mention Emma Straub’s much-anticipated novel All Adults Here. Taking a break from our dive into political intrigue, let’s jump back into an identity crisis, this one experienced by Astrid Strick, a woman in her sixties who’s just seen her friend get into a bus accident. This compels her to call her adult children back home to reconnect with them — as equal adults learning about one another’s quirks and troubles.

The designer for this cover used basic everything — two-dimensional shapes, colors, and even the font is squared away. And yet it hits all the right notes; the main characters huddled together, the warmth of the color scheme, and the embedded title — all of them make the book seem familiar and light, which indeed it is.  

 

6. Uncanny Valley by Anna Wiener 

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Uncanny Valley is Anna Wiener’s raw experience put to paper — it’s the story of her journey through the innovative world of Silicon Valley, and her realization that her vision of that world was far from reality.

Here’s another book cover that utilizes the double image technique to evoke something slightly psychedelic and active rather than a static image. While the image style and the sans serif font reminds us of computer screens, the addition of the hazy clouds tear us from that reality and gives the cover a dream-like quality. And emerging from the clouds is the symbolic face of the world's most advanced industry. 

 

7. Cleanness by Garth Greenwell 

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Unlike the previous covers we’ve seen today, Cleanness’s cover features creative photography — a technique more often applied to self-help books than fiction. This is the perfect example of minimalist cover art, with standard lettering laid onto a black-and-white photo. But it’s not without  artistic complexity; the way the picture is rotated onto its side forces you to question what it is. The eventual realization that it’s a man’s back, deeply contrasted, gives the book the solemn appearance that the story inside — one of coming to terms with one’s gender orientations in a world that’s unwelcoming — demands.

 

8. Writers & Lovers by Lily King 

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When in doubt about what design approach you should take, you can’t go wrong with a classic. Lily King’s Writers & Lovers is about a young writer’s life suddenly falling to pieces, much like the miscellaneous objects strewn across the cover. From the striking crimson serif-font title on the black background to the elaborate sketches of every little thing (which suggests some quirky and humorous turns of events), this cover is a true work of art. It goes to show that you don’t need minimalist modern designs to impress readers!

 

9. Below Deck by Sophie Hardcastle

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Across the waves we go with Olivia in Below Deck as she develops a  passion for traversing the seas. But the cover says it all: while the golden waves look wondrous at first, the more Olivia discovers the murky ocean, the more she learns about the dark side of humanity. Not only do the rolling strokes and splashes of blue set the tone for the novel, they provide the perfect background for the block-lettered titles to pop out, thereby drawing the eyes of passers-by.

 

10. Topics of Conversation by Miranda Popkey 

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And finally, capping off our list is another photographic cover. The tone of the overall design is mellow, perhaps even a little bland, but that’s exactly what is needed for the two women in red and yellow to stand out. Just as the book focuses on conversations about mundane things that are made special by the women who are experiencing them, the cover highlights the fact that even the most unexpected people can take the center stage.

 

From elegant illustrations to stand-out photography, 2020 has brought in a promising batch of cover designs so far. Hopefully these ten thoughtful and creative book covers will inspire you on your storytelling journey. Happy scribbling!

Thank you, Thao, for stopping by and providing your 10 Best Covers for 2020 (So Far). Well, my lovely Scribblers that is all I have for you this week. What are your favorite covers so far for 2020? Do you agree with Thao? What kind of covers gets your attention and makes you want to pick up the book and read? Let me know in the comments below. Until next time I hope you stay safe and have a great week.


About Thao Nguyen:

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Thao Nguyen is a writer at Reedsy, a platform that connects authors and publishers with the world’s best editors, designers, and marketers. She enjoys writing non-fiction, especially the historical kind, and is delighted by the prospects that self-publishing provides for aspiring authors nowadays.


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Updates from Shelter-in-Place Land

Hello Scribblers. Wow! My last blog post was on March 25th that seems like a lifetime ago. My family and I are now on day 30 of our shelter-in-place order. I’m an essential worker (technically) as I work for a nonprofit that has been working the front lines of the pandemic; delivering food, preparing meals, providing mental wellness, helping the homeless, etc. Physically I’m not on the front lines, however, I’ve been working the back end and supporting our agency efforts, which is a lot of phone calls and emails with other nonprofits to track down necessary items so our work can continue. Unlike several of my coworkers, I’m working from home and only going into the office on rare occasions.

As for my husband, he works from home about 50% of the time, but because of his job he is also an essential worker (keeping his companies lights on, paying of staff, etc.) When he goes into the office he works alone, so he doesn’t come into contact with others.

When it comes to my 80-year-old father he stays at home 95% of the time, every day he takes his car for a short drive and about once a week he will go to the grocery store and pick up food. He wears a mask and does what he needs to do to not come in contact with others.

Now, before you yell at me about him going out. We tried to keep him home, but short of handcuffing him to his chair, there is no way to do it, so we mitigate the risk, for him, as best we can. He wears a mask and he goes to the store during the early morning senior hours. He washes his hands and uses non reusable bags (i.e. paper)

I’m happy to report we are all healthy, which at this point is the most important thing.

On to something lighter.

I have two announcements today. First, I’ve been working on two new writing projects. One is about a lost continent off the Pacific Coast, and the second is about a future where vampires, lycan, humans and witches all live together. Both ideas have been fun to work on. I’m not 100% sure where either story will land, but it’s been nice to jump back into writing.

Lastly, for today, my publisher is continuing its 40% off sale on all eBooks, including mine. If you need something to read, please click here and check out all the amazing books available. Read more about them below.

That is all for now, my lovely Scribblers. Do you have any ideas for keeping busy while we are all at home? Share them below. Please remember to drop me a heart/like letting me know you stopped by. If you want to help support me and my writing efforts please consider sharing this post with folks to help me get the word out, especially about the book sale, it’s a great deal for eBooks and you are supporting a local business and local artists. Until next time I hope you stay safe and have a great week.

Book Announcement March 2020

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Happy Wednesday Scribblers, I know everything is crazy right now. Most of us are under a ‘Shelter in Place’ order. All we see and hear on the news and social media is how bad things are getting and how much worse the might get. Who would have thought a few weeks ago there would be runs on toilet paper… toilet paper… I mean food and water, okay, but toilet paper… really?  These are scary times we live in, but we will get through this. There will be a light at the end of the tunnel and we will see a rainbow after this storm passes.

In my effort to promote a moment of normalcy I want to share that this week I signed a new book contract with my publisher Ninestar Press. They have picked up the sequel and conclusion to my duology series The Calling.  The novel is titled The Called. Here is the blurb:

The world is changing quickly for Chris now that he’s part of the Immortal Community. With the events of his past finally behind him, he’s still having visions and true magic is gradually taking hold in our world. There are new challenges that the Immortals must face, but Chris is still new and has no real standing in the immortal community. Learning that nothing in the Immortal community is what Chris thought and now having to face new threats, how will his new world unfold? Old enemies must work together and longtime friends may not be trustworthy. Who is lurking in the shadows? Why are they here? What does this mean for witches, immortals and humans?

Can Chris’ visions even be trusted given recent events, and how easily his mind is manipulated? With Juliet, Amanda, and Kirtus by his side they have to prevent the immortal and witch community from being exposed. Can they trust the local witches that are there to assist them? Can they trust their fellow Immortals? New friendships are made, and longtime alliances are called into question. How will The Called defeat these latest threats, and what does it mean for our world?

Me signing the contract… of course I forgot to include The Calling in the photo. Doh!

Me signing the contract… of course I forgot to include The Calling in the photo. Doh!

There you have it, my newest book creation has been approved and will be joining my other novels out in the real world. As I get more news I’ll be sharing it so keep an eye posted.

Lastly, if you are looking for some great deals on books, Ninestar Press has an amazing sale going on right now 40% off all books and I’m offering Contact-A New World (Book 1) for free. Click here to take advantage of the offer. Sales ends March 31, 2020.

Well, my lovely Scribblers try to focus on all that is positive and good. Please be kind to one another and when all else fails take a deep breath; in through your nose, and out through your mouth. Until next time have a great week.

What we can control

Happy Wednesday Scribblers, I can’t believe we are halfway through March and we are heading into Spring. How has your 2020 been going? Are you looking forward to Spring? Summer? Are you worried about the COVID-19 Virus? Worried about the coming election? There is a lot happening all around us and it can feel overwhelming, right?

These last few months I’ve felt like I’ve been in a fog, a kind of holding pattern of sorts. I go to work; I come home; I work on my writing (mostly editing); I spend some time on my marketing (i.e. social media) and that’s been about it. I have a new story idea that is floundering around in both my writing files and in my brain. I’m about seven chapters in and that is where it’s sitting.  The characters aren’t talking yet, and the story idea feels lacking.

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When I throw in everything that is going on around me; the virus, the coming election, not seeing enough rain so far, the weirdness of my family since the passing of my sister, I feel stuck. It all feels like I have no control. Life is happening around me, and I’m a passive passenger.

I don’t like it.

I suppose it could be the mourning for my sister. Heck, it could be a winter funk. I’m not sure. So, today, I wanted to spend a moment writing this, get all these random thoughts out of my head and down on paper. Hoping to hear that I’m not alone. That I’m not the only one that feels this way.

I’ve been realizing how out of control the world seems, even in my personal world, and how I have little ability to control any of it. I think also, I’m angry about the death of my sister. Her dying wasn’t the plan. We were supposed to outlive our folks and grow cranky and old together. We were supposed to sit around and talk about how nutty mom and dad were and how no one would ever really understand our lives growing up except us. She and I were supposed to make fun of our own aging and our spouses and how they annoy us at that moment for whatever reason. But now I don’t get to do that. My sister meant a lot to me. We didn’t talk often, and we could annoy the hell out of each other, but I knew she was there and I could pick up the phone to call her. We could sit and bitch about anything and laugh at everything. That was taken from me. It sucks. It hurts. And I hate it. So, I’m angry about that. If I’m honest, I’m even angry with her and that is hard to admit. I know she didn’t get cancer on purpose, however, I’m still allowed to be angry. Right?

Then you throw on all this garbage happening with the coming election. We have a broken political system allowing the least qualified among us to become President. Look at our current options. They’re all terrible. I don’t want any of them, sure I can vote, and of course I will, but where will it get us? Who will it get us? What lays ahead of us? We trust these people not only with our country, but with our lives and livelihoods. Yet, I wouldn’t trust any of these idiots to make me a PB and J. Ugh. I don’t really want to think about it, because it’s terrifying.

Yet, here I am.

Remember to wash your hands and don’t touch your face… Seriously! This is the best our idiot leaders have to fight the COVID-19 virus. A virus that at the time of writing this well over 111,00 confirmed cases worldwide with more confirmed cases each hour. And Santa Clara County had its first (of what I’m sure will be many) death related to the virus. What are we supposed to do? Where is our government? What are they doing? What about the CDC and WHO, where are all the scientist? I know everyone is doing their best and people are trying, but it’s not good enough. Yes, of course, the regular flu has killed more people, and I’m sure there is a lot of media hype that is freaking everyone out. I get it. I’m not stupid. Still, we deserve better, and we’re not getting it.

Think about this for a second. I mean really think about this.

In all levels of governmental leadership, they are failing, and we keep voting these morons in. Do any of you really think the next person will do any better? Nope. Again, would you want any of them to make and serve you a PB and J. I sure as hell wouldn’t.

Now, what used to be my bright spot was my writing. It was where I went to escape. To dream of better worlds, adventures that I would love to take. All that fun stuff. But these last few months the well has been dry. And it doesn’t hold that spark for me right now. It’s no one’s fault and from everything I’ve read these things happen. Which allows me to appreciate the break. Sort of. I’ve spent this time editing and refilling the writing well. I haven’t been inactive. I’ve submitted a new novel to my publisher with another soon to be hot on its heels. With luck, they will pick them up… I’m still waiting.

I’m also feeling a bit let down by it all. It’s kind of like my day job, I feel like I give and give and I get very little in return. It’s like I’m there for everyone else and who’s there for me? Of course, there are people there. Of course, people reach out. And I enjoy it. All of it, but there are moments like right now where I wonder why I bother and I question if it’s all worth it.

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So, what do I have left right now? I’m angry. I’m annoyed. I’m scared. And I’m in a writing funk.

I know I have limited control over any of it, so I shouldn’t worry about it and I’m trying not to.

In the meantime, I’m working on what I can control. I still talk to my sister now and then, but she doesn’t talk back. I even have a good chuckle now and then over our crazy antics we got into.

I vote, I pay attention to politics, and learn what I can. When it comes to it, I make the best decision I can based on the options presented to me.

And I wash my hands, use purell sanitizer, and try not to touch my face (which I fail at continually).

Mostly, I carry on. That is what I can control. I regulate my reactions and how I respond. I will not wallow in sadness, or angry, or fear, or anything else. I chose how I want to see things. Instead of focusing on all the garbage and all the negative I prefer to look for the positive. I enjoy the little things and the big things. I may not be able to control the world, but I can absolutely control how I respond to it and that’s something.

My point with sharing all this is because I want to let you know you’re not alone, none of us are. Also, we can’t control what is going on around us, but we can 100% control how we respond to it. I’ve said it before and will say it again. Be kind, be the change you want to see. Respect each other (even when it’s harder than hell). Don’t wallow in sadness and self-pity, that doesn’t help anyone. Last, don’t waste your time or emotions on people who affect you in a negative way, you don’t want them to live rent free in your brain.

I’m not only saying this for you, but for me.

Well, my lovely Scribblers try to focus on all that is positive and good. You, we, can only control our small part of the world. We can also control how we respond. Please be kind to one another and when all else fails take a deep breath; in through your nose, and out through your mouth. Until next time have a great week.

The Fire of the White Blade Knights - The White Order#2 by Barbara Russell

Happy Wednesday Scribblers I hope you are all having a wonderful week.  I know it’s been a while since I posted anything, I’ve been taking a bit of a break trying to get recharged.  This week I’m pleased to share that my good friend and fellow author Barbara Russell has a new book out, it’s the second book in her White Order series.  Check it out:

Title: The Fire of the White Blade Knights - The White Order#2

Blurb:

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Second book of the White Order Series. Steamy paranormal romance set in Victorian London.

London, 1884

As a failed witch, Kaela isn’t the most experienced person to rescue her father from the Hierophant’s clutches. With her scarce magic strength and her weak spells, she needs help to infiltrate the mansion of one of the Hierophant’s minions where her father might be kept.

Yet, Étienne, fire warrior of the White Order, isn’t exactly the companion she expected. Cranky and impossible, he does his best to control her.

After eight hundred years of fighting sin-breathers, Étienne’s fire is almost out of control and the temptation to join the evil side is strong.  Kaela defying him at every turn doesn’t help. But he’s up to the challenge. 

 

Buy the book here: 

https://amzn.to/2TZhLD8

About Barbara:

I'm an entomologist and a soil biologist, which is a fancy way to say that I dig in the dirt, looking for bugs. I was a kid when I read The Lord Of The Rings and fell in love with fantasy novels.

When I discovered cosy mystery, I fell in love with Hercules Poirot and Sherlock Holmes. Then I grew up and . . . Nah, I'm joking. Don't grow up, folks! It's a trap.

Find Barbara here:

Bookbub: https://www.bookbub.com/authors/barbara-russell

Twitter: https://twitter.com/brussell84Kiwi

Facebook: www.facebook.com/RussellBarbara84

My Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/2500803636871995/

Landing page: https://mailchi.mp/f3c0a9bf3544/barbararussell

Remember to like this post below and if you have any readers in your life please consider sharing this post with them. I can assure you this is an excellent continuation to the series. Got any questions leave them below in the comments section. Until next time have a great week. 

Book Anniversaries

Happy Wednesday Scribblers, I hope everyone is having a great week. This week I’m keeping my blog post short with a quick announcement. If you don’t know, this month The Calling celebrates it’s two year book anniversary and Contact (Book One in my A New World series) celebrates it’s one year book anniversary. Since, you can’t have an anniversary without some kind of celebration or gifts I wanted to let you all know that I have something special planned starting on Monday.

Keep your eyes posted for an announcement on Monday January 27th and see what I have in store to help celebrate these amazing milestones in my writing career and to celebrate these two award winning books.

Remember to like this post below and please if you want to help support my writing and me share this blog post on your social media platforms or email it to friends or family  who you think might find me and my novels interesting. Your support really does help and I greatly appreciate all the love you send my way. Got a question for me leave it below in the comments or you can email me at info@mdneu.com. Until next time have a great week.

Book Review - Beware Mohawks Bearing Gifts by SA Collins

Happy Wednesday Scribblers, I hope you are all having a great week. This week I have a book review for you. I know it’s been a while, but in my defense I wasn’t reading for pleasure the last few months. I was a judge in the Rainbow Awards, so I was reading for that, and I can’t really post reviews of those books I read.  However, this week I’m please so share my review of Beware Mohawks Bearing Gifts by SA Collins.

Here we go:

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I had high expectation for Beware Mohawks Bearing Gifts by SA Collins as it’s an ‘own voice’ story about an alternate Earth were the Natives People of America have a promised nation of their own (this idea breaks from our own history where the Indigenous People of North America were indeed promised their own nation by the British, but in our reality it did not happen). The North American continent has the United States and Canada parceled pretty much on the eastern coast of North America, which I found exciting and wanted to learn more about (I’m hoping some of this will be explored in the rest of the planned series. There are going to be six books in all so we shall see). The author provides a map of North America as it’s reflected in the novel, which was a nice touch of detail, one that left me with more questions than answers.

As I’m a bit of a history dork (I had an amazing History Teacher in college who shared the dark side of history, the stories that most of us never hear about), so I came into the story with many questions and was hoping for all of them to be answered, but of course, that wasn’t the nature of the novel. I had to put my expectation aside. Regardless, I was looking forward to seeing an Indigenous Persons perspective on this kind of Fantasy story, what I got was not what I expected. I believe that to be a good thing. The author did not beat the reader over the head with their agenda nor their bias. Yes, they had one, we all do. But instead of taking the opportunity to tell a story where the evil cis gender white men destroyed an entire culture and people the author took a path I was grateful for, they told an epic fantasy story about good and evil with characters that were engaging and wonderful to read. None of them were perfect and they all had their issues. This book was the set up for the series, but even with that, there is a lot of info that the author left out and I pouted a bit when it was finished.

In a way, this story reminds me a bit of the first novel Eye of the World in the Wheel of Time series by the late Robert Jordan.

The main idea of this story, as I see it, is taking the legends and myths about a people many of us hardly know anything about and having an adventure exploring those myths. This is something the author does exceptionally well and I would love to read more about.

Could I sit here and nit-pick the story for being too wordy at times, and not wordy enough at others, of course, but that is a style choice of the author. It is there story to tell, so I will not pick apart how they choose to tell it.

If you want to read an epic fantasy story and learn a bit about the mythology of Native People then this is a must read. Beware Mohawks Bearing Gifts by SA Collins is heart fully thought out and well written. The deep dive into the character and their every thought can be a bit of a slog, but it’s manageable. I’m definitely looking forward to the sequel.

And there ya go, Scribblers my review of Beware Mohawks Bearing Gifts by SA Collins. Go out and buy the book (click here) and remember to like this post below (click on the heart and show me a little love, I’m needy like that) and please help spread the word by sharing this blog post on your social media platforms it really does help and I greatly appreciate all the love and support you send my way. Got a question leave it below in the comments or you can email me at info@mdneu.com. Until next time have a great week.

New Decade New Year. Happy 2020

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Wow it’s 2020, who would have thought we would make it this far, yet here we are, despite all the negativity and doomsday prediction. I hope everyone had an amazing holiday season and got to relax and enjoy. If you haven’t noticed I took a few weeks off to relax and refresh. I don’t think I feel that relaxed or that refreshed, but it was worth the shot.

This week I thought I would look back at all that occurred over the last decade… well maybe not everything, but definitely at my writing career and maybe I’ll peek into what’s ahead.

Back when 2010 started, I was wrapping up the first draft of what would eventually become the first two books of my A New World series, Contact and Conviction (find Contact here and find Conviction here). To say that draft was rough would be an understatement. It would take fourteen more drafts/revisions and nine more years before the book release and recent win as the 2018-2019 Rainbow Awards for Best Gay Alternative Universe/Reality & Sci-Fi / Futuristic novel (check out the details here).

In the early 2010s, I had no real idea what I was creating or what I wanted to do with A New World (what I called Contact and Conviction at the time). I had thought about maybe someday having A New World published, to see what happens, but I never thought it would become much. I also didn’t believe my writing would become anything either. So, much of the early 2010s I muddled along and wrote off and on.

Around 2015 I got this idea of a vampire novel, something different, something that I hadn’t seen before. I spent a whole lot of time playing the ‘what if’ game. What if vampires had to live in our modern society. How would vampires adapt with all our technology; cell phone, camera phone, social media, etc. I spent a lot of time playing with those ideas. What started as an idea for a story took shape and turned into The Calling (find it here), which after three years would become my debut novel released in January 2018 and it would go on to come in third place in the 2018-2019 Rainbow Awards for Best Gay Debut novel (check out the details here).

In early 2017 I had finally polished The Calling enough to where I felt comfortable in sending the manuscript to publishing houses for consideration. Up to this point, A New World wasn’t ready for anyone to look at. I was more confident with The Calling, so I started shopping it around. I received more rejections then I care to remember, but in May 2017, I got an offer by NineStar Press (learn more about the publisher here and check out all the other amazing authors) to publish The Calling.

It was an amazing day. If felt like winning the lottery.

After that initial offer by NineStar Press I dug back into A New World as well as worked on two short stories that I thought might be fun. One was The Reunion (check it out here) and the other short story was A Dragon for Christmas (find it here), both short stories were published prior to The Calling to build up buzz for my debut novel. The Reunion came out in Oct 2017 and A Dragon for Christmas came out in December 2017.

Between 2017 and 2019, I began work on my author platforms. I created a website, started a Facebook Fan Page (find it here), added a Twitter account (follow me here), began playing around with Instagram (click here) and Youtube (find it here), all in a vain effort to allow myself and my new works to be found. Additionally, I got to know several local and out of the area authors, several of whom I’ve interviewed here on my blog. During this period I’ve had the honor of being interviewed on Outlook Video (find the video here and here, I was on the show twice). In addition, I’ve had an article written about me in the San Jose Mercury News (check it out here), I’ve been on the WROTE Podcast multiple times (find me here), as well as The Writescast Network (check it out here). Divine Magazine did an article on me talking about my writing and my Dyslexia (you can find it here). Howmetown Authors published a piece I wrote titled, “Marketing and Public Relations” (find it here).

Sadly, during this time, my family had some trying times. We lost my father-in-law Jim in December 2017. Also, my sister was diagnosed with cancer in 2017 losing her fight to this awful disease in September 2019. These losses were difficult and made what should have been exciting happy moments bitter sweet.

In 2018 while these good and bad things happened to me and my family, I continued to write, I worked on the edits to A New World cutting that one story into two novels; Contact and Conviction. Also, I went to work on my novella T.A.D.-The Angel of Death (find it here), which was released in September 2019 about the same time as when my sister passed away.

Through these last ten years it has amazed me how much my life has changed and how blessed I’ve truly been despite the bad times.  When I glance into the future and wonder what these next ten years are going to bring, I can only hope I’ll be equally as blessed.

What I do have planned in 2020? First, a few author friends and I will be launching the Bay Area Queer Writers Association (BaqWa) (you can find our landing page on Facebook here) to bring our works forward to the greater Bay Area and hopefully beyond with public readings and showing up at local events. Also, I’ll be releasing the sequel to The Calling tentatively titled The Called. I have finished the third installment in my A New World series, book three, tentatively titled Conspiracy. I’m hoping Conspiracy will be released either at the end of 2020 or early 2021. Currently, I’m writing a new fantasy adventure book about a lost continent. Along with all of that, I’m working on lining up more readings and interviews as well as perhaps being a guest host on a podcast. Lastly, I’m looking at some other media opportunities.

Well, my lovely Scribblers remember to like this post below (click on the heart) and please help spread the word by sharing this blog post on your social media platforms it really does help and I greatly appreciate all the love and support you send my way. Got a question for leave it below in the comments or you can email me at info@mdneu.com. Until next time have a great week.